lesson 101

.. i have learned not to trust men, or business partners.. for they both are full of SHIT and never COMMIT

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reasons of “why”

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Never understood gossip and rumors
Constantly creating verbal tumors
That chit chatter and unnecessary banter
Like cheap rose’ wine in a Baccarat crystal decanter
You fill up your vessel with fermentation
A vulgarity of language in deprecation
Always in a state of a complained rhyme
As you begin to nickel and dime
Bartering with the universe of why you have it so bad
Creating cosmic forces of becoming mad
Questions of how you got where you are
Thus far
You see, since birth
Your soul chose to join forces with planet earth
Wanting to create and beautifully manifest
A world of abundance towards a particular quest
But then along the way you became discorded
And now feel unrewarded
By your lack of money, social status and even your grace
So you falsify and plaster make-up on that face
Pretending to be someone you’re not
In the end, God has a celestial plot
And if you’re not privy to using your third eye
You will inevitably deny
Subconsciously ignoring the gifts you possess
As your journey becomes chaotic and a mess
Drop everything and follow the light
Release all that shit and embark to rewrite
Of all the wonderful things you really want
And begin to illuminate and flaunt
A new version of how things can be
Because there is magic when you utilize your powers to align and see
So let me give you a word of advice
But please don’t be close-minded because it will pay the price
My suggestion is to listen to Solfeggio frequencies
Altering your brain waves to eliminate this disease
I know you think I’m a freak
For when I give this type of recommendation it makes you shriek
Perhaps this lifetime you were meant to experience suffering
Using these misfortunes as a blanket of buffering
I know you’re financially stuck
But who gives a fuck
For you have the power to change
Completely rearrange
This will only work if you realize
And baptize
Anointing yourself with a new rhythm of vibration
Plant the seeds to a positive mutation
Otherwise you’ll forever be blinded
Absent minded
I know I sound like a broken cassette tape
Hoping to teach you how to escape
Out of doom and gloom
As you consistently assume
That things will always be against your favor
So begin to waiver
Relinquish your doubt
Begin to root and sprout
From crappiness
To happiness
This all may sound silly
But really?
When you give things a try
You will eventually understand the reasons of “why”
 

counter-clockwise

Blessed be, pray thy name
Family will always remain
The center of my heart
Even though we have to depart
Loving memories of you my dear cousin
A thousand kisses sent to heaven by the dozen
Somber mood of sorrow so sad
But now you are with uncle john and granddad
Tears of mourning turn to joy
Remembering when you were just a young boy
Photographs imprinted in my soul
Your spirit is now whole
I hope you know how much I loved you
Even during these emotions of feeling blue
You were my hero along with my brother
With aunt violet being your mother
Goodbye Glenn
Until we meet another time, then..
Please know you were always admired
Inspired
By how you treated me when I was a little girl
You held me up and gave me a twirl
Always smiling with bright eyes
Wishing I could reverse time counter-clockwise
glenn and gary

fuck

you’re no longer in my life
because yours is of a chaotic strife
always moaning
complaining with your conditional groaning
rarely having anything good to say
you negatively convey
your words are toxic and full of frustration
consumed of a vocabulary of manipulation
on how you see me and others
always in a state of verbal smothers
as you talk shit about the people you know
your ass has got to go
of what you literally think of me
you filthy bourgeois
you’re all high and mighty
but i am a reincarnated Aphrodite
having empathic powers beyond your imagination
using love for manifestation
quite honestly it’s hard to be around you
and you have no conscious clue
that your judgment, hate and condescending attitude
makes you unconditionally rude
unfortunately with your small mind
it is a struggle to learn how to be kind
the reason why you’re sick and choke
is for the fact you are spiritually broke
yeah, you pray to god
for you still think your universe is a fraud
you don’t have faith in source anymore
worshiping the lord as you beg to the floor
this rhythm of destruction you’re in
you believe is a sin
there is no such thing
for your brain makes you cling
onto this unwanted mental crap
you need a big slap
across your face
to stop this disgrace
please wake up
stand up
and begin changing how you speak
end being weak
so i’ve got to walk away
as you emotionally sway
you absent minded schmuck
for i just don’t give a fuck

C’est la vie

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When life was grand
Without demand
Living high
Sad goodbye
Henry’s dead
No tears shed
Estate sale
My inheritance was lost in the mail
Greed of society blind(ed)
Absent mind(ed)
Things can never be the same
Memories remain
Missing you Penthouse
Now living like a mouse
Learning to be grateful
Not materialistic and hateful
I know my fate is coming
For the god’s are humming
Singing in my ear
That my wealth is approachingly near
Don’t want hand outs
Another person’s purse will bring doubts
My empire is being built
Absent of guilt
Fuck your pity
Along with your aristocratic committee
My time is only spent with those of respect
Far from neglect
That’s why you and I no longer chat
Spit spat
You’re toxic sludge
With your narcissistic grudge
Bourgeois and banter
Groomed vocabulary lacks canter
Equestrian you are not
3-legged sinister plot
Never staying in one place
Humility of grace
Failing to connect
Friendship of reject
So I’ll speak my mind once more
You’re a male whore
Selling yourself short
Your crowned Queen has no court
Playing chess with yourself and no one to watch
Masturbated stained crotch
The funny thing with this rhythmical prose
You’re not savvy enough to know I’m mocking you right under your nose
Even though you’re brilliantly educated beyond the moon
You lack compassion and your heart is harpooned
Trapped in your own hunger for the quest
Brings you unconscious for the rest
C’est la vie
Fortune found no longer impresses me
Threads fail to hold any conversation captivating
Cutting all ties and letting you vanish is liberating